Schizophrenia

Dare You to Be A Delegate

2012-01-30T10:15:00.004+07:00

Cheerio!

MUN or.. wait, ever heard of it? Model United Nation - which every participant will be challenged to a role play.

Not just a drama, but much more so ;)

in MUN, participant will be involved as a delegate to presented their country in an decision-making-conference in UN.

And JoinMUN or Jogja International Model United Nation will be held for the very first time in Jogja!

Jogja? Yap! The capital trademark of culture, art and creativity in Indonesia.

JoinMUN 2012 will held 4 committees :

Arab League
General Assembly
G20
Security Council

Which every committee will be chaired by 2 people, one from international and local chair.

Every committee discussing different topic area. So, make sure you've chose them based on your interest.

"But I'm not majoring Law or International Relation or any political field, could I join?"

Sure! No need to worry about your major/minor field of study. Engineering? Forestry? Literature? Computer? Science? You name it!

Anyway, registration open from 30 January - 4 March 2012. Log on to : http://joinmun.ugm.ac.id/ or kindly ask us everything you need to know @joinmun

Make sure you've registered in our events and don't miss the fun!

See you in Jogja! ;)

Jason Mraz - I Won't Give Up

2012-01-08T01:20:00.000+07:00

Kena tilang itu...

2011-12-11T13:17:00.002+07:00

Minggu pagi yang biasa aja, gue pergi ke tempat les gue yang nunjauh mencil deket keraton, namanya Ethnictro. Lumayan jauh juga, dan sial. karena ternyata yang jaga belom dateng dan gue gak bisa latihan.

Dengan duit 60rb di dompet, gue mau ke Petra, tempat.... ehm. adalah.

setelah ngider-ngider lewat jalan yang gue-gaktau-apa-namanya- gue tancap gas, sebelum ada mobil mepet gue seenak jidat tanpa sign yang jelas,

udah biasa di Jogja. -,-" lalu lintasnya emang nyebelin.

Gue pikir lolos lampu hijau, sebelum ternyata disuruh polisi minggir. Kena tilang -,,-
pas diminta STNK... gue lupa. ternyata STNK ada di tas yang semalem dipake pas nonton... tapi entah kenapa gue cuma bilang ketinggalan......

dan setelah balabalabalabla. SIM gue diminta, dia liat alamat....
dan dipikirnya, Kelapa dua wetan daerah gue adalah Kelapa dua yang di Brimob depok.

dan gue bebas dari tuduhan tidak-membawa-STNK-dan-harus-ikut-sidang-padahal-ada-kuliah, soalnya gue pasang muka panik sambil mencet telepon, mau telepon papa....

dan si-bapaknya panik. sambil nanya, "oh orang tuanya di brimob ya?"

gue sih diam. akhirnya dibolehin ga ikut sidang :D dan cuma bayar tilang dengan semacam tanda bukti.

walaupun masih bayar tilang sih :$ tapi cepet selesai

tapi masih lebih sial motor dibelakang yang ngikutin gue. dia kena tilang, suruh bayar dan sidang. Gak ngerti deh....

dan selesainya aja masih dibelakang gue.

jadi intinya..............have a best of luck kalo kejebak disituasi kayak gini. hahaha :x

*penulis sangat kapok dan harus lebih sering liat keatas..... ke lampu lalin maksudnya

Holiday's around!

2011-12-04T17:08:00.004+07:00

Holiday's around the corner and well, i just can't wait for January to get home! Its a warm thought just to think about my family around, and some friends I've been missing too!

Including my-old-man-whistling, can't barely passed a day without thinking of his voice!

aaaaaaaand, my december playlist :

"Beach" by Boy and Bear
"Never Let You Down" by Carolina Liar
"I Will Live On Island" by Josh Rouse
"Speak Like a Child" by Tony Brucco
"Back Into Sumthin" by LLW
"Rise" by Josh Bray
"Wild Window" by Fool's Gold
"Hypno Switch" by The Black Rabbits
"California Sunshine" by Whitley Heights
"Sesuatu" by Elfa's Singers
"Barbie Girl" by Aqua

Barbie girl? *jeng*jeng* yap! I notice that I need something to blaze in my ear on my way riding to campus as also to support me pump up in the morning. Since no-more-you to get around. *dang!*

Actually, i got verrrrrrrry curious for Katy Perry's concert in Jakarta. But dang it. I'm still on so-called-final-test-weeks. Hasta la vista katy! probably just get-in-heard with your songs. *deepsigh*

All i want for Christmas are *tho' i'm not celebrating* :

-Ultrabook. *ngok*
-You. *now's-who-?*
-And else.

Well, before it's tooo late and so out-of-date and i might forget to blog, Merry Christmas! Jingle all the waaaaaay!

and snow too fall in Jogja. <;)

You Know You Have to Survive

2011-11-29T21:29:00.002+07:00

Annya Pesenko was a victim of chernobyl nuclear reactor tragedy. She was also diagnosed with a brain tumor.

She graduated high school in 2008 while she kept on fighting her brain tumor. Hardly ever leaves her house, she's bedridden most of the time.

When she's well enough, she'll be drawing or write poetry.

Still complaining about how sucks your life is?

Janji

2011-11-06T22:25:00.002+07:00

#include

int main (void)

{

int count;

for(count=1; count<=500; count++);

printf(“I WILL DELAYED AND PROSCATINATE NO MORE”);

return 0;

}

Dreams and How the Memories Counted In

2011-11-05T00:13:00.005+07:00

For sure, this isnt kind of love between boys and girls. My sisters and I were kept away like 10 hrs-with-car-far-away. We've grown up together, especially with Mia. We're bonded so close. Though we pretty much like Tom & Jerry, we know we love and adore each other.

we've grown up from this madness, from all day long cat fight to all night pillow talk, from 5 size foot to 7 and a half, from Meisy to Michael Bubble, from Bobo to Nylon, from those childhood dream to live it.

Still, couldn't believe how could time flies so fast, I mean, I still remember how we hanging on the playground and would never wanted to come home. We were pushed each other on swing, played the teeter-totter and we felt as if we were flying, hide and seek with some other childhood fella, chin up on the monkey bar, well i must be really slim that time :D

Maybe some other days, when i make it home, we'll talk a lot about swim, boys, dream jobs, our plan to dive all around Indonesia, discovering Amazon.

You'll be a Diplomat while I'm wondering in Africa, You'll gonna be placed in Europe while I'm attending Frankfurt book expo, and Shaqi? hahaha She's probably on Mecca, crying in front of Masjidil Haram :p

We're gonna live those crazy dreams, mik! Seriously! Soon. Soon enough.

Namanya Social Work

2011-11-04T22:52:00.005+07:00

Katanya, setiap tahun entah mulai tahun berapa tepatnya, para mahasiswa baru HI UGM selalu mengadakan Kerja Sosial. Awalnya adalah pembagian Buddy, ada sekitar 12 Buddies di Angkatan 2011. Untuk social work ini, tiap kelompok berisi dua Buddies -jumlah yang cukup besar.

Apa yang dilakukan?
Tergantung. Setiap SW memiliki tema besar masing-masing. Buddy 5 (Buddy-ku) dan Buddy 6 dalam hal ini kebagian tema : DISKRIMINASI.

Penggodokan ide, cukup lama. Serius. Kami bingung, yang kepikiran adalah LGBT (Lesbian, Gay, Biseksual, Transgender) namun dirasa cukup sulit dan..... apa yang harusnya dilakukan? emang ada komunitasnya? gimana kalo kita jadi ikut-ikutan? *zzzzzz*

akhirnya kami setuju, untuk mengangkat tema diskriminasi ttg kaum cacat mental.

Menyambangi SLB Pembina di Giwangan. jarak tempuh : setengah jam dari Lembah. Lebih malah.

What did we do there
Sampai disana, kami disambut ramah oleh Kepala Sekolah. Kami diizinkan untuk ikut senam pagi bersama mereka.

You can't expect them to move like....ehm, normal.
Tapi mereka cukup appreciate saat melihat kami. Mereka ramah, gak seperti bayangan ttg film psiko somewhat yang anaknya nyerang terus bunuh orang...........well, that's too much.

Tapi mereka ramah banget kok :) mereka mau ngobrol sama kami. Serius! Bahkan ada yang sampai nanya rumahku dimana. Pas aku bilang di Cibubur, eh......ternyata dia tau :D hihihi, Good news, ARUNDINA NGETOP SAMPAI SANA SOB!
hahaha.

Kita juga ngajak mereka main ular naga. seru! :D

Namanya Winona. Dia kelas 3 SMP. Spesialisnya salon, tata rambut. Dia tiba-tiba dateng pas habis senam, pas lagi ngomongin masalah TA sama anak-anak kelas A yang habis SW itu ada kelas Kewarganegaraan.
Beneran, udah hampir mau bbm yang lain buat titip absen tiba-tiba dia dateng ke kita.....

"Kak, nanti aku mau kuliah..."

jleb. jleb. jleb. Kita bengong. Rasanya bersalah banget :3

We also made a video. Tapi dipegang sama ketua SW, Achda.

Dan SW tahap 2 juga sebenernya udah dilakuin. Di SD Caturtunggal 3, Sebelahnya Hotel Ishro, Kaliurang,

deket cuy, keluar gang kosan :D

Disana kita cerita-cerita sama anak SD tentang pengalaman kita di SLB, seperti dugaan, banyak anak kecil yang belum pernah berinteraksi dengan anak-anak kekurangan seperti mereka.

Mereka excited, super excited banget pas dikasih tau dan cerita-cerita, sekalian liat fotonya.

Di akhir SW, kita minta tolong sama mereka buat nulis surat untuk anak-anak SLB di Giwangan tersebut. Isinya banyak, harapan, doa, dan ungkapan pengen ketemu dan berteman.

:')

terharu deh.

What i learned from SW?
Gak semua orang itu beruntung. Coba sekali-kali liat tuh kebawah, ya dalam konteks ini lah.

Live your life! As possible. Cheers!

Womanizer.

2011-10-03T21:29:00.008+07:00

Yes, Womanizer!

Weeks in Jogja

2011-09-24T21:50:00.014+07:00

didedikasikan untuk mengenang *cailah* masa-masa adaptasi selama di jogja <3

Pra PPSMB FISIPOL. baru masuk pertama kali liat fisipol. Berdebu. Langsung dikasih tugas seabrek. brek. brek.
Di gabung ke Kelompok 30. Kelompok paling ujung. paling akhir. paling gila. paling rusuh. paling seru :D

kusut kumel letih lapar....

Abis itu..... Rumah HI, ini merupakan osjur dari HI. menyenangkaaaaan! dibagi dalam beberapa part. Ada Sidang world council yang merupakan simulasi dari sidang PBB. Gue masuk dalam negara Tricoloresa Republica, sebagai penulis position paper. terus ada permainan HI-mazing Race keliling FISIPOL. seruuuuuuu!

Malamnya, kita penutupan PPSMB FISIPOL, Saatnya bergalau ria bersama Kelompok 30 di malam minggu. Sangat menyenangkan. Terutama Teaternya, teatrikal bangaaaaaaaau.

plis...baju gue abis sidang :'(

selain itu, kita dibagi juga dalam Buddy System <3 ini sangat menyenangkan! seru sih soalnya. Kebetulan Buddy 5 (Buddy kuuuuu) sebagai Best Buddy! sipirili sipirillaaa!

pamer pin best buddeeeeey ;)

Ada juga semacam perkenalan dosen-dosen HI, terus semacam ceramah super singkat dari pak amien rais, sejujur-jujurnya, saya lebih meilih untuk menghadirkan Sudjiwo Tedjo dengan pemikiran abstraknya. Iri deh sama fakultas tetangga...... :3

apa lagi ya? Oh iya, hari terakhir Rumah HI ada semacam 'ketidakjelasan' yaw! kakak-kakaknya sudah bersusah payah nih bikin surprise walau maaf ya kak, ketara bangeeeeeeet. Ujung-ujungnya disiram. huhuu. Parah banget basahnya itu dari ujung kepala sampai ujung kaki...... Daaaan surprise partynya Kak Doddddiiiiii

Pulang dari sini, ada semacam aantrian panjang. Pengambilan buku World Politic didalangi oleh Wawa di mobilnya Dika, yang lebih mirip antre sembako di sunmor :$

Liat aja ramdik udah pro gitu..

Pulang dari sini, kami (tari-gadis-azka) sepakat keliling jogja, naik trans jogja ke... taman pintar! :D Jangan ditanya gimana ramenya hari sabtu... dubidamdamdam.

liat aja kelakuannya kayak gimana :s

Daaaaan malamnya disusul nonton.....TOHPATI di Fakultas tetanggaaaa :D huhahuhahuhaaaa.
Terutama pas Tohpatinya mainin salah satu lagu kesukaan tari sepanjang masa... Blackbird..

nyus.

Tohpati + steven blablabla pemain perkusi.

Keesokannya.. (capeknya..) ada acara donor darah. Saya sebagai perkap alias perlengkapan disini. Kenapa? Bosen banget jadi sie Acara atau PHD terus :s senang juga bisa ergerak kesana-kemari macam orang autis...

perkenalkan juga, KOMAHO. koor mahasiswa maho. Mereka berani nyanyi-nyanyi di jalan, di tengah Sunday Morning UGM demi mendapat atensi masa untuk ikut IDP, International Day of Peace - Donor Darah.

gak ngerti kenapa winda juga ikutan :$

Sialnya, tari gak boleh ikut donor darah soalnya Hb-nya kurang :'( kecewa deeeeeeeeh

Sehabis donor darah ini selesai, ada kumpul Buddy lagi.... acaranya Kak dodiiii :D
Kita nonton ke Movie Box. Semacam mini bioskop dan film bisa milih sendiri.. Judul film yg ditonton Frontier. Seramnya, banget.

Inti ceritanya : Jangan pernah lari, seburuk apapun keadaan di negeri sendiri.

nyusssssssss... walau ceritanya mirip rumah dara (kayaknya sih rd yg ngikutin)

selanjutnya...
masih banyak. hari pertama kuliah dan balablabala lainnya. bosen.

Intinya : kemungkinan bakal kerasan banget di Jogja, yeay!

Apa ya? Gak galau sih..

2011-09-15T21:21:00.007+07:00

yaw, sudah seminggu lebih saya di Jogja. That's been fun. tapi sedang menunggu petualangan-petualangan lain seperti Undercover Jogja, dan sekalian nyari komunitas movie-freak yang doyan nonton teater dan seni-seni lain.

Serta mencari kesempatan buat ke museum affandi... dengan nge-pit!

tapi sebelum itu, mari kita ulas shakespeare's Romeo&Juliet.

kenapa? karena itu salah satu e-book yg kesimpen di laptop. selain itu... galaunya to-the-max. Hiaahaha.

lilin-lilinnya keren, aseli!

jangan galau yah mbak juliet :3

mencari romeo macam mencari jarum :$ memang susah *miris*

unyu :333

dying in this beautiful place? aw!

lesson to learn : Cinta sejati itu dimanamana tetap unyu!

Everytime I get sad,

2011-08-12T22:10:00.001+07:00

I watch, or play&sing this song. Hope it could brightened you up as it did to me. :)

8/11 Playlist

2011-08-11T13:30:00.004+07:00

Jay-Z - My 1st Song
Adele - Hometown Glory
Laura Marling - Cross Your Fingers
The Pierces - Secret
Donovan - Sunshine Superman
Esperanza Spalding - Really Very Small
Lady Antebellum - Just A Kiss
Manhattan Transfer - Je Voulais (Te Dire Que Je t'attends)
Amy Lee - Sally's Song (From Nightmare Revisited)
Queen - Another One Bite The Dust
U2 - Get On Your Boots
Vanessa Carlton - Dear California
Bomba Estero - Fuego

so nice so smart- kimya dawson

2011-07-31T20:05:00.000+07:00

I was quiet as a mouse
when i snuck into your house
and took roofies with your spouse
in a nit and out a louse
and lice are lousy all the time
they suck your blood drink your wine
say shut up and quit your crying
give it time and you'll be fine

you're so nice and you're so smart
you're such a good friend i hafta break your heart
tell you that i love you then i'll tear your world apart
just pretend i didn't tear your world apart

i like boys with strong convictions
and convicts with perfect diction
underdogs with good intentions
amputees with stamp collections
plywood skinboards ride the ocean
salty noses suntan lotion
always seriously joking
and rambunctiously soft-spoken
i like boys that like their mothers
and i have a thing for brothers
but they always wait til we're under the covers
to say i'm sure glad we're not lovers

you're so nice and you're so smart
you're such a good friend i hafta break your heart
tell you that i love you then i'll tear your world apart
just pretend i didn't tear your world apart

i like my new bunnysuit
i like my new bunnysuit
i like my new bunnysuit
when i wear it i feel cute

Required Readings Before You Grow Up

2011-07-27T08:42:00.003+07:00

The subject today was inspired by my auntie who loves to read as much as i do but just couldn't have much time for she already had a family and jobs and school things in one.
The book referenced here are the list of 10 adorable books you should read before you grow too old and couldn't understand how fun of being young adult :)

1. Harry Potter (series) : tho' we tend to avoid this kind of blockbustery line like this but the book, well i can't help it. Just sooo cool, since the first book you're read, you're in. That's all.

2. To kill a mocking bird - Harper Lee : the only book Lee's ever write. Written within a little girl's perspective, well this book is just tooo... ehm quite heavy. it's like something in the language. after all, this book's just too lovely to be missed.

Atticus and Tom

3. Jane Eyre - Charlotte Broente : Jane was a butt-kicking female heroine before female heroines were butt kickers. Hahaha. My advice : don't take this book too personally attached.

4. The Hunger Games - Suzanne Collins : Picturing Katniss as a strong heroine yet being sooooo dense when it comes to boys. The adventure in this book is just AWESOME and needless to say, I love Cinna! :*

5. Little Women - Louisa May Alcott : All i read in this book is that full of strong, believably flawed females who are not looking to change the world. But surely to live the lives they dream of. The kind of normal girl stories, but i liked it

6. The Disreputable History of Frankie Landau Banks- E. Lockhart : When i finished the book, all i think was.. 'hilarious' :)

7. The Princess Diaries - Meg Cabot : Yeah! sure i put them on the list. Meg cabot most awesome book! i love mia's clumsiness though sometimes it's pretty twisted with her love life... i love her!

8. A Little Princess - Frances Hodgson Burnett : Shows you how to act like a real princess yet being though and strong no matter how you'd dying inside :)

9. The Umbrella Man and other stories - Roald Dahl : This super famous writer did writing some short stories for YA. in this book, some of them are darkly hilarious yet funny. Full of twist (as usual). The other YA books like 'Skins' and 'Henry Sugar and six more stories' from him are also recommended.

10. Artemis Fowl - Eoin Colfer : (read the name like owen) the series of book about young criminal mastermind struggling with fairies which no like we dreamed of. Dangerous and so dreamlike adventure, made this book awesome. 7 books already published in this series and one graphic novel from the first book.

doodlingaddiction

2011-07-23T19:59:00.003+07:00

Lately, i burst my temper into some drawings. Surely i would climb up my board just to find the tools like crayons, watercolor, and others and started painting or either drawing.

i read about doodlers like, back when i was in high school. it was on school's magz. then last week, i googled them and found the website.

So i started doodling on : http://doodle.ly everytime i got angry or just found some inspiration ;)

and for some super awesome yet doooope master of doodle from the featured artist, check : http://www.doodlersanonymous.com/

have fuuuun! :D

Beethoven's Immortal Love Letters

2011-07-16T20:31:00.002+07:00

I was really fond of Beethoven's music. But during my fondness of him, i found out that Beethoven was writing some letters called Beethoven's Immortal Love Letters for his beloved woman, which is unfortunately remain mysterious. In my search (let's stop called it googling) the letters was written to *probably* someone who was really closed.

"While there are no certainties regarding the subject, there are a number of preferred candidates for the Immortal Beloved title.These are Giulieta Guicciardi, Thereza von Brunswick, Amalia Seebald and Antonie Brentano. All of these women are known to have been the object of Beethoven’s affection at one time or another. However, recent research has lead to the conclusion that the immortal beloved is almost certaintly the last of the candidates presented above, Antonie Brentano."

The letters :

July 6, in the morning

My angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to your with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to travel at night; I was made fearful of a forest, but that only made me the more eager - and I was wrong. The coach must needs break down on the wretched road, a bottomless mud road. Without such postilions as I had with me I should have remained stuck in the road. Esterhazy, traveling the usual road here, had the same fate with eight horses that I had with four - Yet I got some pleasure out of it, as I always do when I successfully overcome difficulties - Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other soon; moreover, today I cannot share with you the thoughts I have had during these last few days touching my own life - If our hearts were always close together, I would have none of these. My heart is full of so many things to say to you - ah - there are moments when I feel that speech amounts to nothing at all - Cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure, my all as I am yours. The gods must send us the rest, what for us must and shall be -

Your faithful LUDWIG

Evening, Monday, July 6
You are suffering, my dearest creature - only now have I learned that letters must be posted very early in the morning on Mondays to Thursdays - the only days on which the mail-coach goes from here to K. - You are suffering - Ah, wherever I am, there you are also - I will arrange it with you and me that I can live with you. What a life!!! thus!!! without you - pursued by the goodness of mankind hither and thither - which I as little want to deserve as I deserve it - Humility of man towards man - it pains me - and when I consider myself in relation to the universe, what am I and what is He - whom we call the greatest - and yet - herein lies the divine in man - I weep when I reflect that you will probably not receive the first report from me until Saturday - Much as you love me - I love you more - But do not ever conceal yourself from me - good night - As I am taking the baths I must go to bed - Oh God - so near! so far! Is not our love truly a heavenly structure, and also as firm as the vault of heaven?

Good morning, on July 7
Though still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, now and then joyfully, then sadly, waiting to learn whether or not fate will hear us - I can live only wholly with you or not at all - Yes, I am resolved to wander so long away from you until I can fly to your arms and say that I am really at home with you, and can send my soul enwrapped in you into the land of spirits - Yes, unhappily it must be so - You will be the more contained since you know my fidelity to you. No one else can ever possess my heart - never - never - Oh God, why must one be parted from one whom one so loves. And yet my life in V is now a wretched life - Your love makes me at once the happiest and the unhappiest of men - At my age I nedd a steady, quiet life - can that be so in our connection? My angel, I have just been told that the mailcoach goes every day - therefore I must close at once so that you may receive the letter at once - Be calm, only by a clam consideration of our existence can we achieve our purpose to live together - Be calm - love me - today - yesterday - what tearful longings for you - you - you - my life - my all - farewell. Oh continue to love me - never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
ever thine
ever mine
ever ours

itsapredicament.

2011-07-13T22:04:00.003+07:00

Alhamdulillah. Akhirnya setelah ditolak 2x sama UGM, saya keterima. :) Rasanya menyenangkan sekali sampai melihat orang tua saya jejingkrakan joget-joget -____-" hahaha

Gila kali.

Tapi, ada rasa sedikit kecewa juga. Jauh dari kapalselam. Ada yang ke depok, jakarta, bandung, semarang, surabaya, medan... Kita misah.

A part of me wanting to stay with them forever, while other one feeling so glad and couldn't wait for the next step challenges.

May constellation shine down for us.

whatever it might happen...

In my heart is the forty of us. Kapalselam. :)

Once, I heard..

2011-05-31T22:05:00.002+07:00

"Writing is an acceptable form of schizophrenia"
-Anonymous.

Bandung Technische Hogeschool

2011-04-25T20:40:00.008+07:00

Hari sabtu (23/4/2011) gue,putu,kanya,ujan,afif sama dwi pergi ke ITB. Soalnya ada acara Aku Masuk ITB (amiiin) dari KM-ITBnya!

Berangkat pagi jam 5 gitu, dan sampai di Bandung jam 6.49 cepet no macet :D Tapi lama pas nyari lokasinya, gue juga cuma inget lewat manaaaa gitu sedangkan ini kita muter-muter ngikutin orang belajar nyetir -,-" tapi karena papa uwi dan mama cacan yang di front seat mereka buka peta, terus ketemu deeeeeh \:)/

Acaranya yaaaah.. seperti itulah. Pengenalan kampus blablabla dan beasiswa blablabla dan Get-to-know-better dari tiap fakultas dan motivasi dan banyak lagi dan-dan-nya.
Sayangnya acaranya selesainya molor 2 jam. Sungguh terlalu...

Gak sempet foto di depan gerbangnya itu, tapi putu sih jadi di hp-nya. Akhirnya sambil nunggu yang lain sholat, kita foto di depan pemadam kebakarannya

Terus muter-muter ITB padahal udah maghrib dan kampusnya lumayan serem juga kalo malem :3
Agak nyesel gimanaaaa gitu gara-gara gak liat S** ;) hahaha.

Terus ketemu kakak suara ganteng yang bikin 'kyaaa!kyaaa!' sama si kakak suara mirip si anak *** itu. Dan kakak STEI yang pake sweater'Bandung Technische Hogeschool' serius, sweaternya kereeeeeen!

Jadi makin semangat masuk ITB. Semoga di SNMPTN Undangan keterima di ITB di STEInya :D

Biar nanti bikin robot yang bisa nyedot banjir terus dialirkan ke daerah kering atau bikin pesawat yang bisa digantungin rumah. Mantaaaap!

Semoga nanti pas Agustus kita udah disini di fakultas/sekolah yang diinginkan. :D

All photos above are courtesy of Kanya P :)

Something Good and Old in The Shore of West Australia

2011-04-16T21:38:00.009+07:00

If you go to Perth, (well it's in the west Australia) and get bored to the sooo-chilled-and-quiet-place, go drive to the southern like Scarborough Beach.
Still quiet but you gonna like the sense of beach-meditation feeling.
It's perfectly maintained and clean! Yeay!
I, my self, enjoyed my walking time like 6-7 hours from the hotel and back again.
Since I was like in summer there so the sun shone until 9 pm :D

And then, you can always drive to Freemantle, just like Scarborough but only with Pier and a 'delishus' ice cream-seafood restaurant called "Cicerello's" which you must try!!!!

I just wish that our gov'nor could use the money for something useful and clean like this rather than spending it on their wives and go shop like mad-bitch.

Sorry. Emotional attack.

You.Pick.

2011-03-12T15:35:00.008+07:00

There are a.b.c and more designs for HSYB for kapalselam.

all you got to do just pick one of them then tell me, anyway don't ping my cause i'm off.

a. chalk and board

b. chalk and board (yellow)

c. blah.

d. with hook

e. off hook

I'm open for criticism anyway. Any better ideas?

Pembayaran SNMPTN Undangan

2011-03-05T15:12:00.005+07:00

Pada nanya, gimana caranya bayar buat SNMPTN undangan? Ketauan banget emang ini lajur dadakan dan sosialisasinya gak banget.

sebenernya kalo pas mau bayar, caranya itu udah ada itu di atm mandiri-nya, hehee cuma jelasin aja deh ya :)

1. abis masukin no pin keluar menu, pilih pembayaran / pembelian
2. pilih multi payment
3. no. institusi untuk SNMPTN adalah 10000 (sepuluh ribu)
4. masukin no SNMPTN undangan kalian.
5. cek lagi nama dan blablabla, pilih 1 lalu oke.
6. selesai! easy rite? Simpen struk-nya. gapapa sih cuma jaga jaga. *kebiasaan*

F.A.Q :
*emang pas cek nama terus pilih no nya itu ada pilihan IPA/IPS/IPC ya?
Enggak. Karena pihak sekolah udah masukin jurusan lu selama di SMA, lu cuma pencet no. 1 itu tandanya IYA, LO MAU BAYAR. Gak ada hubungannya sama jurusan yang mau lu pilih nanti di SNMPTN Undangan.

*bisa diulang lagi gak sih bayarnya?
Buat apa? toh kan pas milih jurusan lo mesti login di komputer, bukan di ATM. Lagian kan itu langsung udah keliatan lo udah bayar. Buat apa bayar dua kali? yee gaaak? -.-"

Oiya, setau gue sebelum lo bayar, lo gak bisa online buat login.
Segitu aja deh. Goodluck buat yang ikut SNMPTN, semoga keterima di jurusan & PTN yang diinginkan. Amiiin.

Wish me luck toooooo!

Photos.

2011-03-04T12:56:00.008+07:00

What : Craig's Birthday & Safari
When : February, 15th 2011

Where : Kolam Renang Pertamina Simpruk & Puncak

Craig's Birthday.

Almagary Challenge Swim

The Girls

Mulutmu Harimaumu

Sea Lions Show, get WET!

Waiting = Blackberry

بسم الله‎ , wish me luck :D

2011-03-04T12:36:00.005+07:00

Hari ini superrrr freak.

Pagi-pagi udah heboh nyari wakasek bid. kurikulum buat bayar snmptn undangan. Kenapa? buat PBS UGM.

Heboh naik motor ke Graha. Bayar lewat ATM.

Panik. apalagi pas PBS UGM gak bisa masuk, ternyata caranya? klik kanan -> reload *jegeeer* sial abisssss.. 10 menit kebuang T.T

ngerjain TPA-nya UGM aja kayak makan mi lidi setan. Hosh Hosh, gilaaaa susah banget. Serius demi apapun itu baru kali ini gue cuma melongo ngeliat soal persamaan kata. susahnyaaaaaa...

Terus yang bagian analisis juga rebek. Tapi masih jauh mendingan dibandingin sama soal NF TO yang kemarin.

Hmmm.. apalagi ya? blah blah blah 09.33 udah selesai. ke kelas. udah pada ujian. ngasal ngerjain PRA UAS Pkn. keluar.

---

di soal PRA UAS Pkn banyak soal katakatanya : Hubungan Internasional. yang akhirnya gue kasih gambar hati disebelahnya.

Nyampe rumah, lanjutin registrasi SNMPTN Undangan.

Papa bolak-balik ngasih tau "udah SBM aja kak, itu bagus loh" dan terus ada sms masuk dari mojo, bilang "Tar, pilih SBM aja pilihan ketiganya" kampret abis. Abisnya gue gatau milih apalagi buat pilihan ketiganya di ITB. Gatau apa ntar kalo keterima di blablabla gue bakalan gakbisa....

aaaaaaaaaaaaaa... !

yaudah, beginilah akhirnya yang saya pilih.

Semoga nyangkut di STEI ITB dan HI UGM,

amin amin aminnnnnnn :D

wish me luck dalam ke-ngasal-an ini.

Be There Really Soon!

2011-01-25T20:43:00.003+07:00

Cikampex. 22 january 2011. Momen paling blah-di-blah adalah saat di kelas. Home of Kapal selam. Kenapa? yeah stand ITB. Ngeliat mereka pake jaket yang warnanya yang blahblahblahsst itu super keren dan jadi kepengen, (ehm..) terutama buat ke STEI! hey, I've been dreaming about it since i was 12 something!

terus ke stand UI, penasaran pengen ngeliat makara-nya anak kedokteran itu apa..
ternyata persis kayak yang ada di mimpi gue!! anjrriitt gila.. tapi tenang saja, i'm stupid enough to get in there. suer! terus makara biru-merahnya Fasilkom UI. gosh... Tapi entah kenapa kalo FISIPnya UI gak gitu pengen amat, cuma mau di FISIPOL HI UGM :D yeaah doakan saja saya beruntung sekali untuk dapetin almamaternya mbalelo ;p

Anehnya, kalo orang yang lain pada udah tau mau kemana, saya malah makin bingung di cikampex ini. Terutama karena ada yang ganti parfum (#nomention) eh enggak deng.

Gak cuma bingung mau masuk manamana, tapi juga sama sistem masuknya, oh dear pak menteri, puhhh-leaseee kenapa mesti seribet dan se-tidak menguntungkan begini -,-"

bisa gila.

seumpamanya ini kayak tanding renang, ini adalah phase dimana juri bilang : "TAKE YOUR MARK!"

dan rasanya hidup didepan gue kayak jalan lurus dan kelabu, gak keliatan mana jurang, cuma jalan lurus tanpa pagar besi. Gak tau mau belok kemana, tapi semoga aja itu bukan berakhir dengan jurang, gue gak mau mati. Blah. Demikian curhatnya, besok saya TO 3 Matematika. Semoga nilainya naik terus sampai UAN dan SNMPTN nanti.

Buh-bye.
xoxo

Selamat ulang tahun dan kita makan-makan

2010-12-28T22:19:00.016+07:00

Halo, hari ini hari makan-makan melulu, makan siang dan makan malemnya bareng terus. Oh iya, selamat ulang tahun Gerin!

Tempat makan pertama, favoritnya om yus. IBC! Yap! walaupun kemarin acara natalan (sehari sebelum berangkat ke semarang) makannya di IBC Jakarta, di semarang juga. Tak ubahnya seperti Papa, kalo kemana-mana nyari restoran favoritnya melulu -,- tapi gimana ya? namanya juga ditraktir :p hehehe asal gratis aja sih...

dan juga di restoran Happy d/h Bahagia -___________-
kalo di restoran yang ini agak ngaco. Soalnya ada **** alias sapi cebol oink oink.
Gilaaaaaa... ilfeel duluan. Tapi sup asparagus kepitig sama ifu mie nya enak bangeeet dan gue makan dalam porsi semut, saking dikitnya dan saking ragunya.

tapi enak makanannya.

Mama Papa gak makan. Udah gak selera duluan. Ngaco ini sih milih restorannya, tadinya dibilang mau makan seafood, makannya gue ikut. Eh taunya... Menu utamanya burung dara di tepungin. Saya sih baru pertama kali makan tuh, rasanya? hah. gaenak. Masih medingan sayur wortel-kubis-labu yang saya makan pas itikaf 10 hari itu. Ketauan sehatnya, bikin kurus pula -,,-

-,- Sekian, besok saya masih harus bertugas, full-day panas-panasan di kolam sempit jorok dan ramai itu. Wish me luck!! $'⌣'$ \('⌣')/ (/'⌣')/

Music-Video this week

2010-12-28T07:34:00.001+07:00

"without joy joy joy in the rain, i could feel forever the same. Without joy joy joy in the rain, i could feel forever the same"

Swim and all around the complex

2010-12-27T08:24:00.007+07:00

Hi there! I've been envolving in this sports for about 8 years. i found it was quite interesting but then bam! i stopped. Don't blame me, blame it on school-thingy.

As aways, i am proud to be a supporter for my sisters and the club, i'm in wherever they're going to. From the east, to the west, and back again then going any east-er. Gee, i love the travels also :p

These are a little spoils about what's on swimming ground. Pictures are all taken by T-

Jakarta : from the highest tribune in the swim complex, west side.

Boys, Heat 3, 100 Butterfly

She : has a loud voice to shout on ur name while she's running and fly the club's flag

Kids : "Unoooo!!"

Apa ya namanya? hmm.. semacam daftar-ulang-sebelum-lomba.

Playlist

2010-12-25T21:11:00.004+07:00

(I've had) The time of my life - Glee casts
Bomba Estereo - Fuego
Digital Daggers - No easy way
The duke spirit - the step and the walk
FM ft. The cataracs & Dev - Like a G6

bigawkwardmess.

2010-12-03T19:59:00.003+07:00

This week is such a big awkward mess.

bolded. quoted.

My whole life, i was such an easy player, i never took on something too seriously before i was slapped by my physics score.

It hurts really bad to know that you're flunked on subject you really loved. I have to blame no one, i have to admit if it doeskin get any better, I'll move over my fantasy of Electrical engineering which has been my dream since i was 12.

Soooo, as this week closed, I had bathing in the rain on my way to school. All wet but my bag and shirt. Even i had to put off my shoes cause the room was conditioned and to make it worse, cold.
As i couldn't stand the chill, i did my exam in hurry and hungry.

Geeeee... that's such a freaky friday.

Being twelfth grader won't be complete without busy (even busier than my dad!) weekend. I miss my weekend (apart from being haunted as the next day was monday!) sink into bed and watch movies for hours or having lunch outside with family.

My wishlist for the new year wishes are :

* FISIP HI - UGM
* STEI - ITB
* STAN
* Hop on the next stage of errrr... (?)
* All of them above do comes true.

Amin.

Due to these stressing days throughout , I'm back again for Pet Society on FB and delete my twitter account. Thanks.

lol

2010-11-14T20:58:00.000+07:00

"gravitation cannot be held responsible for people falling in love"

~Einstein

Sway sway the past

2010-11-13T15:01:00.010+07:00

sway sway sway, i love weekends!
as long as they stopped putting Monday in the next day.
i love weekends so i won't forget anything
anything happened
and wondered if i could freeze the moment
and playing it back over
and over
and
over
over
over again!

*eh, that pic doesn't mean anything*

I love to walk.
especially when the trees
surrounds me
when the wind
blows my face
when its green
captured in my camera
when i had my bike
and running down through
the path across villages
people gathered around
talking and gossiping
with their neighbor

its an evening I've missed.

For the last 2 years.

save the world!

2010-11-13T14:14:00.006+07:00

Joyeux anniversaire ma chérie!

2010-10-02T13:43:00.003+07:00

regaining some energy from being broken heart. i got some friends nicely helped my to get through the assylum. this loneliness will killing me no more. some are helpful and great listeners but some just playing around and keep reminding me *I'm not gonna mention it*

declaring my self, I, tari, gonna try as hard as she could do learning social lessons for HI - UI 2011 that's not gonna easy. HI-UI is kinda on the top of passing grades above some faculties. I wont ever give up! Oh also UGM! hihihii, I'm gonna following the blood lines university, since my mom and her sisters/brothers headed to UGM :D

i won't feel pity for my self for that i seen on bbm or twitter. that's just fine. hard enough but what's so wrong to keep on trying?

this week playlist:
Dog days are over - Florence + the machine
Toxic - Glee casts
The only exception - Hayley Williams
Last Christmas - taylor swift
Listen - Beyonce

*p.s gonna off for some weeks. those teachers wont let me rest and peace. gotta keep running for the future :D

now you knew

2010-10-02T13:13:00.001+07:00

actually, I've heard this song kinda 3 or 4 years ago. but sometimes a song wil suit you perfectly no matter how old that song is. :D

this one from Taylor Swift, guess what?

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won’t see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I’ll bet she’s beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she’s got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh ’cause it’s just so funny
I can’t even see
Anyone when he’s with me

He says he’s so in love
He’s finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He’s all I think about at night

He’s the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He’s the song in the car I keep singing
Don’t know why I do

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she’s lucky ’cause

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I’ll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

He’s the time taken up but there’s never enough
And he’s all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won’t see

random♥

2010-07-30T15:18:00.003+07:00

meeee for : Fasilkom ITB 2011 / FE UI 2011 ♥

amin :D

Everyone - Official Theme Song of the Singapore 2010 Youth Olympic Games

2010-07-06T14:43:00.002+07:00

Everyone - Official Theme Song of the Singapore 2010 Youth Olympic Games. Sung by Jessica Mauboy, Steve Appleton, Jody WIlliams, Tabitha Nauser & Sean Kingston.

The music video for "Everyone" was shot entirely in Singapore. The singers were filmed performing the inspiring tune against iconic Singapore backdrop/landmarks like the city skyline, Singapore Flyer, Marina Barrage, and Esplanade. Intercut with montages of young athletes competing in various sports, the music video captures the youths' unwavering pursuit of excellence and the positivity they exude in chasing their dreams. Through the snippets of these young sportsmen & women's unrehearsed performances, we share their aspirations and celebrate the human spirit with the youth of the world.

what to say? bagus deh :) oh iya, menurut gue ini juga semacam mmm.. what do we call it? show off? jadi potongan-potongan video yang ada anak lagi olahraga itu sumpah bagus banget. bikin iri seandainya fasilitas kita juga sekeren di singapore. Jadi inget biasanya kan kalo mau ada perlombaan kayak gini ada team yang bikin video keren ttg cara training mereka and soo on yang tujuannya bikin mental lawan drop duluan sebelum tanding. Okeh. Bukan maksudnya buruk sangka duluan tapi emang gitu 'kayaknya'. Yah, meski gak berharap banyak tapi semoga Tim Indonesia bisa bertanding, memberikan yang terbaik buat mereka dan bangsa yang mereka bawa di punggung jaket itu. Viel Gluck! ♥

KS' booklet

2010-06-24T17:53:00.005+07:00

After re-designing booklet of #kapalselam. What? tired? absolutely, like hell yeah i've got to worked on it like twice cause my sister "oops-sorry-i-don't-know" suddenly turned my laptop off while i didn't plugged my battery. haaah.

well, i've made a call and asked some printings about price, well, it's quite expensive for student's monthly made and i don't think that you'll like them so, i'd kept in digital format in closed CD.

If you're #kapalselam just request the CD to me i won't charge anything but the CD hahaha or.. you can come and bring your flash disk. That's just fine :D

this, or...

this one?

#booksthatchangedmyworld

2010-06-16T15:05:00.003+07:00

Me love to read ever since me could. Mostly me pick a book everyday and get into it. Me favorite? a lot. But me picked 5 books that changed me world. me perspective. me.

Me first read : Kompas -_-" sniff sniff sniff. Cool heh?

♡ Kapal Selam

2010-06-16T14:32:00.004+07:00

Haii kapal selam!

Banyak yang nulis betapa sedihnya kelas mereka mau berpisah, saya tidak. kenapa harus sedih kalau banyak hal-hal indah yang harus dikenang? ;p
Ini udah di ujung tahun ajaran, udah hampir setahun sejak keciduk jadi awak Kapal Selam ♡

Kapal Selam - Kelompok Pelajar Nakal Sebelas IPA 6

Me loveeey you all ♡♡♡

wie über Sie?

2010-06-10T22:22:00.003+07:00

und

Ich unterstütze deutsche fussballnationalmannschaft für 2010 FIFA World cup. Wie über sie? :D

F-A-T-H-E-R

2010-06-07T15:04:00.002+07:00

At age 8, your dad buys you an ice cream. You thanked him by dripping it all over his lap.
When you were 9 years old, he paid for piano lessons. You thanked him by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old he drove you all day, from soccer to football to one birthday party after another. You thanked him by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, he took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked him by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, he warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked him by waiting until he left the house.
When you were 13, he suggested a haircut that was in fashion. You thanked him by telling him he had no taste.
When you were 14, he paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked him by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, he came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked him by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, he taught you how to drive his car. You thanked him by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, he was expecting an important call. You thanked him by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, he cried at your high school graduation. You thanked him by staying out partying until dawn.
When you were 19, he paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked him by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 25, he helped to pay for your wedding, and he told you how deep he loved you. You thanked him by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 50, he fell ill and needed you to take care of him . You thanked him by reading about the burden parents become to their children.
And then, one day, he quietly died.
And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder on YOUR HEART.
If you love your dad, reblog.

Reblogged, from : Enna : Putudita

thanks!

From : 20 Poems by Tomas Transtromer

2010-05-27T20:53:00.002+07:00

THE COUPLE

They turn the light off, and its white globe glows
an instant and then dissolves, like a tablet
in a glass of darkness. Then a rising.
The hotel walls shoot up into heaven’s darkness.

Their movements have grown softer, and they sleep,
but their most secret thoughts begin to meet
like two colors that meet and run together
on the wet paper in a schoolboy’s painting.

It is dark and silent. The city however has come nearer
tonight. With its windows turned off. Houses have come.
They stand packed and waiting very near,
a mob of people with blank faces.

*

AFTER A DEATH

Once there was a shock
that left behind a long, shimmering comet tail.
It keeps us inside. It makes the TV pictures snowy.
It settles in cold drops on the telephone wires.

One can still go slowly on skis in the winter sun
through brush where a few leaves hang on.
They resemble pages torn from old telephone directories.
Names swallowed by the cold.

It is still beautiful to feel the heart beat
but often the shadow seems more real than the body.
The samurai looks insignificant

beside his armor of black dragon scales.

*

~Tomas Transtromer in 20 Poems by Tomas Transtromer

Lansekap Matahari - Landscape with Suns

2010-05-27T19:26:00.000+07:00

Lansekap Matahari
~ Tomas Transtromer

Matahari menggelincir di sisi rumah
berdiri di batas tengah jalanan
dan nafasnya mendengus di atas kita
mengembuskan angin merah.
Innsbruck, mesti kutinggalkan engkau.
Tapi esok hari,
akan ada matahari berpendaran
di tengah hutan abu-abu
di sana kita kelak bekerja dan hidup.

Landscape with Suns

The sun slides out from behind the house
stands in the middle of the street
and breathes on us
with its red wind.
Innsbrück I must leave you.
But tomorrow
there will be a glowing sun
in the half-dead grey forest
where we shall work and live.

#puisi140

2010-05-25T20:22:00.002+07:00

APAKAH malam? Malam adalah ketika aku membelakangimu, tak menatap cahayamu, sebab engkaulah matahari bagi siang kesadaranku.

APAKAH arus sungai? Arus sungai adalah engkau di muara itu, menunggu, aku tak bergegas, sebab aku pasti akan sampai padamu.

APAKAH lapar? Lapar adalah aku melewatkan jam makan malam, memandang saja apa yang terhidang di meja, engkau tak ada di sana.

APAKAH haus? Haus adalah mulutku musafir, bibirmu kukira teduh oase, rinduku padang pasir, ah, engkau fatamorgana, hanya!

APAKAH rumah? Rumah adalah tubuhku menutup pintu. Hatiku menunggu, jika engkau tak mengetukku, kukira akan ada firasat kupu-kupu.

APAKAH tidur? Tidur adalah mimpi yang menarik tanganku, memberat di pelupuk mataku, dan ia membincangkan cerita tentang engkau.

APAKAH rindu? Rindu adalah aku merampok, semua apotek, kau sejenis obat yang telah kucandui, mereka tak menjualnya lagi padaku.

APAKAH dendam? Dendam adalah aku, mendung besar berhalilintar. Kukira yang akan kucurahkan padamu adalah rintik api.

APAKAH dingin? Dingin adalah derajat baru yang ingin kutetapkan, mengukur suhu hatiku. Mungkin satuannya akan kupakai namamu

APAKAH ada yang ingin kautanya? Dan aku jawab dengan menyajakkannya? :-)

APAKAH buku? Buku adalah aku menyelam, teluk tenang, menjemput sejilid cangkang kerang. Kau pendar mutiara kubaca di lembar itu

APAKAH hampa? Hampa adalah aku di perahu, memegang dayung, tapi kemarau menanduskan sungai ini, sungai yang menujukanku padamu.

APAKAH akar? Akar adalah cintaku, kusemai benih, di batin bumi, mengecambah, tumbuh yang semula rapuh, julur yang amat tabah!

from @haspahani

Losing my ground

2010-05-21T20:54:00.003+07:00

Literally not.

It was my fault to kept my cellphone inside my bag while me and my friends at P.E class. Just happened today around 7-8.30 am. No one's to blame except me and the thief itself. I know it was just an old model of N93 but my dad bought this phone while he was in Dubai, but he seemed so disappointed, cause he still kept his old phones like, collected. And what I regretted most was the messages and the new numbers of fellas that I haven't back up yet.

Which I really sorry and ashamed was my class got their bags opened due to search and the physics class interrupted. I was so embarrassed of ya' all and also my beloved teacher Mrs. Dwi, I never meant to suspect any of you.

After all, I have to let it go. And anyway, I'm going to buy a new phone number, just temporary ones until I finish and get my old number back.

Hell fuckin' yeah for you, mr. thief.

The wild world of robots

2010-05-21T20:36:00.003+07:00

I always fond of robotics and starcrafty , somehow, I found it on website which link you can open just under this note. Yeah, have fun :D
Source : onlineschool.org

Greenpeace Petition

2010-05-11T20:34:00.003+07:00

Will tomorrow's child ask why we did nothing on our watch to protect the sharks, tuna, coral reefs, and the other threatened life of our living oceans?

So make sure you have shared your voice to defend our ocean here

A little grace for my dearest

2010-05-11T20:02:00.002+07:00

Hi there. I wrote this under the pressure of everything that I believe soon will change.

Starting, like if I (thought) I would have knew this person like 'forever' and yeah, forever is a lie. So does how we had gone through. I don't mean that we should get the past back again and again but my foolishness expected everything would be okay and you never changed. Silly.

Mad. When you, o my dear friend started to talk behind my back. When you wondering how lonely i am without you and you expected so. When you looked at me like you want to hit me with lightning. I guess I couldn't be any stupid having a friend like this people.

At least, let me say thank you for all the cheers and happiness you've shared.

Thank you :D xoxo

To The Madness

2010-04-07T20:55:00.004+07:00

A phone rang in M's apartment
Oh, M please deliver me.
And the phone rang

Door man : (leaned in front of the door) "A lot of young people don't know what they really want."

M, please rescue me

DM : "Young people, they think they want the whole world."

Deliver me from clever art
Deliver me from the swiss chocolate

DM : " If you don't know what you want, you'll end up with a lot you don't."

May I never be complete,
May I never be content,
May I never be perfect

Deliver me from being perfect and complete

Vintage

2010-04-05T20:53:00.006+07:00

Old times always bring inspirations for me. Especially when it comes to vintage and ancient stuffs. Whether its a piece of art or even household thingy.

Always my usual habit to open deviantart and look for something weird either cool. Somehow, I found what I've been looking for like these, yay!

A gypsy girl

Kahlos and a friend

Those kind of pictures, I don't know how, somehow got a character itself and iconic. Timeless either lovely, isn't it?

The Lovely Bones

2010-04-02T22:36:00.003+07:00

Gosh, I got no idea when I first open my blog, all I thought was like, what should I write down? Hell yeah.
March went all the way so flat for me and kinda boring, okay, nope but it was dark, cloudy and way so unpredictable.

My review this month, is one of my favorite book adopted into a movie. And anyway, I should say it's wonderful :D

Adopted from the book wrote by Alice Sebold, it told about a 14 years girl, she raped and killed. While her family lost her, she told the story of the living household (hers) from heaven, ummm.. not in heaven yet. I should say the book is sooo dramatic, but someway, you'll get bored by the monotonic somewhat from the film.

I love the tag,

The Story of A Life and Everything That Came After...

It's quite good if you like The Notebook or other kinda story.

2010-03-10T22:16:00.000+07:00

Life is about twisting the world upside down, there's nothing you can hold on to. Even to yourself.

Physics and Yamien

2010-03-03T17:33:00.008+07:00

Sumpah demi langit dan bumi tadi ulangan fisika sumpah yaa.. susah banget! banget! banget! *curhat*

Sepulang sekolah, kita ngambil nilai.. guess what? Lumayan bagus nilai gue :D jadi seneng. woohoo!

Dilanjutkan ke Yamien.. jreng jreeeng..

Ini Nadilah

Nah, kalo ini Putu

Dan ini hasil prakarya kita sambil makan dan cerita-cerita di Yamien :

March Wishes

In the next 10 Years, I'll be ...

Aku iri, jika...

Coba lo jadi pacar gue,pasti... *yang ditengah*

Heyaaa! seru deh pokoknya tadi :D dan gue mulai belajar mengurangi emosi karena kata mereka gue banyak emosinya ngasih tanda mulu.. hahaha.

Awkeeeeey, besok ulangan biologi terus sekarang gue mau ngapalin..

Wish us luck!

P.S : Semoga ulangan PKn yang konon pada remed ternyata disebabkan kekeliruan kunci jawaban. Amin.

The Twins

2010-02-27T17:43:00.006+07:00

People always called us as The Twins everywhere we go.

Emang beneran mirip?

Ummm.. Kenalkan, yang mirip seperti saya itu namanya Jamiah Solehati, Mostly she goes by Mia for short, or James like her classmates called her so. Kita juga tidur sekamar. Yap, karena mia takut loh tidur sendiri walau badannya gede bongsor gitu.

I ♥her anywaaaaay ! muahmuah :p

H-3

2010-02-27T16:47:00.007+07:00

Such a great week, having 3 days off before start kicking my head on mid-exam,booooooo! and guess what? My dear family left me alone, not really but I felt like I did. Alone. Me. At home. Alone, yes.. MOI!

Yes! 55-250, I love Papa :D

Flightless paper birds,

Nulis, terus nyoba bikin ilustrasinya, absurd?.. hehe

Baru deh belajar FISIKA pas nyokap sidak :p

Good luck yeaaa buat yang Mid-test & TO mulai Senin (1/3) besok :)

Jangan terlalu banyak online! *tuing*

Agraciado

2010-02-27T15:23:00.005+07:00

"Agradecido por lo que han"

God must be soooo generous to gave everything that you've had now, it's uncountable so you couldn't make a list of it.

Follow me... hahaha

2010-01-28T13:24:00.003+07:00

Follow me on

http://twitter.com/sitsulharahap mention me and I'll follow you back.

Thanks :)

Carut-Marut Sekolah dan Sistem Pendidikan Indonesia

2010-01-25T09:32:00.002+07:00

Berangkat dari jaman Presiden Soekarno, kemudian Soeharto hingga saat ini. Sudah beberapa kali system pendidikan Bangsa ini berubah-ubah.Namun tidak ada satupun yang terselesaikan.Setiap kali perubahan Presiden dan menteri, berubah pula lah aturan tentang pendidikan nasional. Tidak ada satupun sistem yang benar-benar tuntas terselesaikan.

Sekolah menjadi tempat ajang pamer nilai bagi tiap siswa, sebuah paradigma yang telah melekat kini jauh dari apa fungsi sekolah yang seharusnya. Memforsir siswa belajar keras dan keras bagaikan kuda seolah kami robot yang tak perlu istirahat demi angan mereka untuk mencapai idealnya sekolah unggulan dengan siswa berotak cemerlang.

Disini sekolah telah menjadi suatu yang mengekang dan melandaskan bahwa kepintaran berbasiskan nilai dan score yang didapat para siswanya, bukan kompetensi dan kepintaran, tak heran bahwa kita masih melihat seorang 'atlit' olimpiade sains bahkan tak lulus UN, atau banyaknya sarjana yang masih menganggur.

Saya sendiri merasakan betapa beratnya menjadi salah seorang siswi di sekolah negeri (yang katanya) terkemuka di DKI Jakarta. Pergi ke sekolah bahkan sebelum matahari bersinar dan pulang cukup sore seperti orang bekerja. Lalu, masih ada tugas yang dibebankan pada kami. Kapankah kami akan menikmati masa-masa muda kami? Kapan kami bisa menuntut ilmu keterampilan yang tidak diajarkan oleh sekolah, di luar sana?

Tidakkah para petinggi pendidikan perlu mengevaluasi kebijakan mereka. Jangan katakan mereka mengerti apa yang kami alami. Jangan asal ngomong. Tidak. Kalian tidak bisa mengerti seseorang sampai kalian berjalan di sepatu kami dan menyusup di balik kulit kami.

2010-01-17T13:50:00.002+07:00

Hari-hari mendung, ujan terus..
sialnya, keadaan cuaca kayak gini bisa bikin orang jadi tambah melankolis.
tidak terkecuali sahaya. *Pram's word means : saya

Parahnya,
kejadian seperti ini *ke-melankolis-an cukup berpengaruh
terutama pada musik yang sahaya dengar dan sahaya mainkan.
hieeee.. bagi yang gak pernah denger sahaya main lagu-lagu mellow, puas-puasin daaaaah!

Tapi dia gak berubah kok.
Tetep senyum kayak dulu. Kayak matahari.

Baru aja selesai baca buku Artemis Fowl : The Time Paradox versi BOOK keluaran dari Hyperion-Disney (Loh? Kok bisa ya? kenapa dengan Penguin?)
Hell-O Eoin Colfer? Sahaya udah bosan loh ngulang AF dari book 1-6 terus,
Penantian menjemukan.

Oh ya, salam terkutuk saya buat ORANG cacat mental - tidak berbudi - lemah otak - rendah moral yang dengan teganya membakar 2 buku lanjutan Pram's yang Gadis pantai.
Sahaya baru tau ada judul bukunya Pram's yang onoh.
Dammit!
Sahaya penasaran dengan lanjutan yang apa daya telah menjadi abu korban dari orde baru.
Sahaya lebih mendukung Orde Phoenix (HP) :p

Hmmm...
Salah satu pelajaran hidup dari minggu-minggu awal 2010 :
Sastra ROCKS!

Yeah!

LOL :)

2010-01-06T19:11:00.003+07:00

Re : I am a Muscular Cheerlader With a nice smile

You've opened it!
You will have bad luck for four weeks!
But, if you re-post this,
You will get kissed by your crush on Friday!
Re post as "I am a ...."

What color of shirt are you wearing?
Red: Silly.
Brown: Cute.
Green: Gorgeous.
Blue: Sexy.
White: Muscular.
Aqua: Freaky.
Yellow: Innocent.
Purple: Little TOO happy.
Black/don't remember: EMO.
Orange: Funny.
Gray: Dumb.
Pink: Preppy.
Light pink: Sweaty.
Multicolored: Tree- hugging.
Other: Hot.
None: Sexy beast.

What kind of pants are you wearing?
Skirt/Skort: llama.
Corduroy: Cage fighter.
Skinny jeans: Pothead.
Shorts: Cheerleader.
Ripped Jeans: Skater.
Cammo: Hillbilly.
Jean short shorts: Whore.
Jeans: Prep.
Cargo: Clown.
Sweats/basketball shorts: Gangster.
Booty shorts: Bum.
Pajama Pants: Slut.
Checkered: Taco lover.
Nothing: Mother banger.

What is your NATURAL hair color?
Dark brown: With a hot boyfriend/ girlfriend.
Auburn: With a broken heart.
Red: With a hot butt.
Black: With a nice smile.
Dirty blond: With a hot body.
Brown: With beautiful eyes.
Blond: That flirts too much.
Strawberry blond: That is to much to handle.
Light brown: With amazing eyes.

Re : I kissed Paris Hilton because I have a great body

You opened it, now you have to complete it.
Or something very bad will happen to your loved one.
READY SET GO!!

Pick The Month You Were Born In:
1. (jan) - I ran over.
2. (Feb) - I kicked.
3. (Mar)- I slapped.
4. (Apr) - I injured.
5. (May) - I ran shirtless with.
6. (June) - I modeled with.
7. (July) - I smoked with.
8. (Aug) - I ran with.
9. (Sept) - I kissed.
10. (Oct) - I robbed.
11. (Nov) - I hate.
12. (Dec) - I punched.

Pick the day (number) you were born on:
1. Barack Obama.
2. Lil Wayne.
3. Michael Jackson.
4. Zac efron.
5. Nick Jonas.
6. Paris Hilton.
7. Madonna.
8. Miley Cyrus.
9. Lady Gaga.
10. Elmo.
11. Taylor Swift.
12. Spongebob Squarepants.
13. Soulja Boy.
14. Lil' Mama.
15. Katy Perry.
16. Britney Spears.
17. Ryan Sheckler.
18. Big Foot.
19. Randy Jackson.
20. Mariah Carey.
21. Colby O'donis.
22. The Black Eyed Peas.
23. Simon Cowell.
24. Flava Flav.
25. Chris Brown.
26. The Cookie Monster.
27. Akon.
28. Barney the Dinosaur.
29. Paris Hilton.
30. Ronald McDonald.
31. Jenifer Green wood.

Pick the color of shirt you are wearing:
None: Because I'm SEXY like that.
Black: Because I love weed.
Pink: Because I'm crazy like that.
Turquoise: Because I like to snort cocaine.
Brown: Because gummy bears raped me.
Polka Dots: Because I'm a tranny.
Purple: Because I'm gay.
Grey: Because I like shoelaces.
Yellow: Because I'm retarded.
Green: Because I'm a pimp.
Orange: Because I'm a mental retard.
Red: Because I love sex.
Blue: Because I have AMAZING boobs.
Tye dye: Because I'm a fucking scuba diver.
Graphic: Because that LOSER stole my taco.
Coral: Because a dolphin took my baby.
White: Because i have a great body.
Neony: That's just how I roll.

2009-12-31T19:09:00.002+07:00

Maaaaaaaaaaaaf! serius deh maaf banget.
Karena kadang emosi gue yang masih labil dan tidak bisa terkontrol.
Karena kadang tangan dan otak yang sudah terpasang bom sehingga kata-kata keluar seperti sedang menunggu waktu untuk meledak.

Maaf. Tanpa lilin. sob.

#09Memories

2009-12-31T10:23:00.010+07:00

New Year! New You!

Sempet kepikiran mau ngapus blog ini tapi sayang, banyak banget kenangannya :'(
jadi cukuplah semua post gue apus, dan gue bikin kesimpulan dari tahun 2009 ini, walau udah ada post yang dari 2008 :)

#09 Memories :

Januari :
New Year in Solo w/ almagary swim team (after KRAPSI 2008)

Februari :
Valentine's day = Jualan Coklat = Timbangan naik = Vengeance day!. Jalan-jalan bareng KPTI ke UI pas ada COMPFEST :)

Maret :
Thinkquest~ sekelompok sama hapsari, translate 3 halaman essay dalam waktu 15 menit di perpus. walau pada akhirnya gak jadi gara-gara telat :(

April :
Ikut OSN Komputer! hahaha! soal logikanya parah banget sampai kepala mau pecah! sedangkan soal yang ada pascal-nya lumayan gampang, gak gampang-gampang banget tapi lumayan, medium laaaah ;P

Mei :
Ngapain? lupa. oh iya, di bulan ini gue rajin sakit dan bolos, soalnya sebel sama ESP & Fisika & Matematika.

Juni :
Ujian akhir, lalalala, KPTI Expo, dan jalan-jalan gue yang ke Singapore pertama kali gak ngelibatin Lomba Renang. Huahahhaha

Juli :
Naik kelas XI! di XI IPA 6 :) sebangku sama nadilah, sekelas lagi sama setu,christina & daniel.
Galan expo, gue gak ikut T.T kabur ke Jogja.

Agustus :
Yeeeee! 17 Agustus tahun 45' :D = Indonesia's Independence Day! ngapain ya? oh iya, ada hari pertama puasa juga di bulan ini :)))) dan perayaan tepat setahun gue ketemu sama lalalalala dan kita lalalalalala *-* hihihi.LOL.

September :
Di bulan ini ada ulang tahun gue sama ulang tahunnya lalalalala.. yang cuma selang berapa hari? yah begitu lah.. gak bisa traktir, pas puasa soalnya :p hehehe. Oh iya, ada bukber KPTI sekaligus pemilihan Ketua KPTI

Oktober :
Apa? Halloween? gaktau. lupa. heeeee..

November :
Mulai start bikin kalender! yipiiiiie.

Desember :
Masih bikin kalender,di gojlok bareng UB 4 segala. oh iya, bulan ini juga jualan kalender. Terimakasih yang turut serta membantu & membeli. hahaha! :D xoxo.
Terus ada STULA -galan, nice trip :) Bandung-Jogja. Dan KRAPSI di senayan yang hari terakhirnya makan-makan di Lagunas :)